One Tree Hill: Danny Boy- Nate/ Dan RC Convo {Spoiler}

Here is the convo btwn Nate & Dan on the Rivercourt ( One Tree Hill- 9x11- Danny Boy)...

Nate: Dad? Dad (on the RC), Y does this have to be so difficult? Ur my father, so I should love you but Ive spent so much of my life hating you.
Dan: I was a terrible father, I know that.
Nate: U know I can justify a lot of the screwed up things that you've done, U bullied me b/c U wanted to make me tough, tried to ruin my marriage b/c u wanted me to have a career, U even burned down your diner b/c u wanted to see me again, but I cant understand how you could murder your own brother? & Im worried, Im worried that when your gone thats all Ill remember & Ill still hate you for it.
Dan: U should hate me for it.
Nate: So why did you do it?
Dan: I was always jealous of Keith, even when we were kids, I was athletic, popular, all the things he wasnt, but still I was jealous of him, people were drwan to Keith & I hated him for it.
Nate: So U shot him b/c people liked him more.
Dan: The day I shot Keith I was in a dark place, I was convinced he tried to kill me, I had lost you, divorced your mom, my life was spiraling downwards & meanwhile Keith was building a new life with my high school sweetheart & the child I abandoned & every time I looked at him I felt like I was being punched in the gut!
Nate: So what happened in that hallway?
Dan: Keith wanted to go into that school to save that kid. So I let him go, hoping he'd get shot, let him be the hero, the dead hero. The I thought, why should he be the hero, when it could be me? So I followed him in, Jimmy was crying & Keith was telling him "It gets better, that pain in your heart, the voice in your head that tells you there is no way out, its wrong, it gets better." & I felt like he was talking to me & in that moment, maybe in the most heroic, kindest moment of my big brother's life, I hated him, I hated him more than anyone or anything b/c nothing had gotten better, that pain was still in my heart, that voice in my head saying that theres no way out was right & he was standing there lying to me. After Jimmy died, I picked up the gun & aimed it at Keith & he looked at me & all I can think of was how everything that had gone wrong in my life was all his fault & it wasnt going to get better til he was gone. Just pull the trigger & it all ends, so I pulled that trigger & it didnt end, it got worse. {crying} Im so sorry, Im so sorry, Im so sorry!
Nate: There are alot of people you need to say "Im sorry" to, but Im not one of them. I wouldnt be where I am if it wasn't for you, my career, my family, my life. No matter what you've done, you're still my father. You're my father & I love you!
Dan: Oh, Nathan, I love you too!... U know we never got a chance to play a game on the rivercourt, how about it?
Nate: What do you want to play to?
Dan: Let's not keep score. For once let's just play to play.
{They play basketball... All Happy.. then...}
Nate: Dad? Dad? (beeping sound in background) Dad? Dad, hey!? Hey! Dad come on.

RIP Dan Scott.... Camera pans around & there's Keith looking back.