#WheresTheLove

2015- 2016 has been a crazy year, with this Presidential election this year & the man as the Republican nominee spewing hate & being a bully every time he opens his mouth, this country is going to shit.



Police brutality against Black people doesnt stop. Its time it stops. How many lives need to be lost for things to change? Who's child needs to die so people wake up & say "Oh shit this needs to change?"



Does it have to get to the point? It's sad that Black people walk out in the street daily scared for their lives.



If Trump becomes president of this country, Im scared what this country is going to become, bc the racism is getting worse & worse, the hate we see online scares many & I know many have said theyd move out of the US, psss.. I probably would too. For now, lets watch this video & pray for our country... & remember Where is the love??!!

This is me, take it or leave it.

I'm tired... ive been tired of being this nice girl all my life & what has it gotten me, nothing except people walking all over me. Yes Ive turned into a bitch over the years bc life has done that to me... dont complain. When i love, i love too hard & I at times get disappointed. IF YOU treat me like shit or snap an attitude with me for no reason, I lose all respect for you & the cold hearted Aquarius side of me comes out. Some of you still dont understand me, but thats bc you dont make the effort to know what ive gone through... Til then, I will be that bitch you see, & I have no regrets. People tell me to change, but change for what & to who? When I was that other person, I was taken advantage of.

No matter what I'm different than most. Some understand me & most don't. If you dont, you arent forced to be in my life. Buh Felicia!  This world is filled with evil & people don't give a fuck anymore... social media is filled with cowards who hide behind a computer screen to bully others, we have a presidential candidate who is bullying people non stop & hes at the top of his game... what kind of people are actually voting for him?!

Life is just getting more & more fucked up & people just don't care... Im not here to satisfy anyone except myself, & if giving you a piece of my mind is being a bitch, then so be it!!!

Happy 17th, My Old Man!

I asked you for 15 years, & you've given me 17. 

You've been the most amazing dog I've ever known. 

You have gone through so much, & you always come out stronger than before. I dont know how you keep on going, but I give thanks to the Lord everyday you are still here. 

This past year we have seen you really become a Senior, officially going blind & with only 20% hearing, I have learned to have patience, but I wouldnt trade it for the world. 

You are my Angel & I will NEVER be ready for the day God asks you to cross the bridge, but for now, we celebrate your amazing 17 yr birthday. 

Happy Birthday Sly. 

Arancibia Yorkie Family Tree

As my Yorkie family grows, & the girls from Febz litter are with their forever home, I thought I would do a family tree so everyone knows who is who! I will start from the youngest to the oldest...

These of course are the 7 puppies... 6 girls & 1 boy

This is Momma Febz {February Rose}

& This is their Daddy- Ewok

Febz has 3 siblings... 1 sister & 2 Brothers which would be the puppies Aunt & Uncles

Born February 19th, 2011

Born 1st was ElleJai aka Lea Jade-

Then born 2nd was T.J.aka- Truper Jr

Febz was born 3rd, & then we have Chunky Monkey born last-

Yalee was pregnant with a 5th baby but he/she died inside of her.

Next comes Febz & her siblings Mom- Yalee Eve

Born December 27th, 2007

I dont have a picture of their dad. Sorry!

Yalee was the ONLY girl from her litter of 3. 

Finally Yalee's Mom is Lulu (on our left). I didnt own her, I owned Scoobie which I stud to Lulu's family

&& Finally the little boy that made this all happen is Mr Scoobie aka- Magnum Hunter

DOB: August 10, 2003

Actually I think this was an awesome idea that has been long over due. I hope all questions have been answered & we now know who is who! :)

Enjoy. 

Hello Dear Friend

I'm glad you stopped by. I have some things I need to get off my chest. It's nearing Christmas & I can't stop thinking about you. 

I've heard the song I've dedicated to you about half a dozen times in the last month & somehow you keep coming into my dreams a lot lately. 

Everytime I dream of you it affects my mood & my day. A part of me wants to think you are dead so I have that to lean on & why I can't just reach out to you but my reality knows that's not true. That you are well, very much alive & taking care of those 2 boys of yours. 

I told Danny the other day how I feel empty inside. I have no desire for anything in life, it's like life doesn't mean anything to me without you in it. I just don't care about anything anymore. 

I told him that if I had you back in my life I would be happy again. I would feel for something, I would give a shit. But it won't happen, would it?! 

Where did we go wrong?!? How did it get this bad?! I only have one answer & something tells me someone else made that decision for us & we know who it is. 

I'm so depressed most days that I truly don't care for anything, I cry myself to sleep some nights just wishing we were right back to where we were 10 yrs ago. 

You are my rock. You are my sanity. Your my little sister that I miss so much! I feel like in being tortured. How can a human being torture another this way?! 

I don't think you understand how much I miss you & how much I need you! I'm just not the same without you. I don't care for life. I just don't care for much really. How can someone make such an impact in someone's life?!? Then just walk away & say we grew apart! I don't understand. 

I love you dearly. I look forward to the day I hear something from you.. Even a simple hello!

I miss you my Leli! I miss you way too much! Remember we made a promise we would never let someone get in the middle of our friendship, but I guess you allowed that to happen. I'm sorry for it all! 

God bless you & Merry Christmas. May Gid bless those beautiful boys you have. And remember I am ALWAYS thinking of you. I will always love you. I don't care if it takes another 9-10 yrs... I'll still be here waiting to hear from you!! 

I love you!

So There's this guy, & he kinda has my Heart...

There is this man in my life... &, well hes pretty special. He has my heart & I dont think anyone can compare... this man has given me 13 amazing years...

I didnt choose him, he def chose me. I wasnt interested in finding a new love, no new man to capture my heart, I had just lost a love & was surprised when my mom introduced me to him. When I came to the house I thought it was Chris playing games with me with the noise... as she opened the door, I did ask what she thought she was doing with this new man in the house.

She said he was introduced to her a couple days earlier & was letting him stay at the house til further notice. 

I was introduced to Sly... a little tiny 3lb Yorkie. He was so tiny. 

I wasnt sure about him but he was sure about me, he was all about spending all his time with me, in my room & sleeping with me in the morning. 

I def fell in love & over time I was crazy in love... there was just something about him, there was this love from a dog I hadnt had in a long time. 

When I got married all I wanted was to have this man by my side... O yeah... I prayed to have him with me everyday but it was best for him to stay with my dad, until my dad fell ill & was hospitalized. Him & Annie came to live with me...

He's always had minor health issues but I have always been told hes a very healthy boy. His blood work always comes back like if hes a 3 yr old dog. With flying colors. 

Today this amazing man turns what we believe is 15 Yrs old. Because he was found & we dont know where he came from, the vet always assumed he was about 2 yrs old... & weve had him for 13 yrs as of today & we celebrate his bday on this day. He has been my longest living dog & still has a great spirit in him. I usually tell people that he's immortal bc I just cant believe what great health he's in. 

I am happiest with him by my side. He is my joy & love... no man comes before him. Except one special man, & he knows who he is. I am glad to have another year with him, a couple years back, I always prayed to God & asked him to give me 15 yrs... well that time is here & I hope he can give me another beautiful year, I dont know what Id do with my life if & when he does die... but for now- I want to celebrate his life & his amazing character.

I Love You Sly & you have been one of the best dogs in my life... Happy Birthday- Wishing you all the best & we hope we get a couple more years :)

Happy 15th Birthday Sly!!

"I stood by your bed last night..."

I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep.

I could see that u were crying, U found it hard to sleep.

I whined to u softly as you brushed away a tear, "It's me, I haven't left u, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."

I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea,

You were thinking of the many times your hands reached down to me.

I was with you at the shops today, Your arms were getting sore.

I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.

I was with you at my grave today, You tend it with such care.

I want to re-assure you that I'm not lying there.

I walked with you towards the house as you fumbled for the key.

I gently put my paw on you, I smiled and said "It's me."

You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.

I tried so hard to let you know that I was standing there.

It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.

To say to you with certainty, "I never went away."

You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...

In the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.

The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning

and say "Good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning."

And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,

I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand side-by-side.

I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.

Be patient, live your journey out ... then come home to be with me.

...Author Unknown