One Tree Hill: Danny Boy- Nate/ Dan RC Convo {Spoiler}

Here is the convo btwn Nate & Dan on the Rivercourt ( One Tree Hill- 9x11- Danny Boy)...

Nate: Dad? Dad (on the RC), Y does this have to be so difficult? Ur my father, so I should love you but Ive spent so much of my life hating you.
Dan: I was a terrible father, I know that.
Nate: U know I can justify a lot of the screwed up things that you've done, U bullied me b/c U wanted to make me tough, tried to ruin my marriage b/c u wanted me to have a career, U even burned down your diner b/c u wanted to see me again, but I cant understand how you could murder your own brother? & Im worried, Im worried that when your gone thats all Ill remember & Ill still hate you for it.
Dan: U should hate me for it.
Nate: So why did you do it?
Dan: I was always jealous of Keith, even when we were kids, I was athletic, popular, all the things he wasnt, but still I was jealous of him, people were drwan to Keith & I hated him for it.
Nate: So U shot him b/c people liked him more.
Dan: The day I shot Keith I was in a dark place, I was convinced he tried to kill me, I had lost you, divorced your mom, my life was spiraling downwards & meanwhile Keith was building a new life with my high school sweetheart & the child I abandoned & every time I looked at him I felt like I was being punched in the gut!
Nate: So what happened in that hallway?
Dan: Keith wanted to go into that school to save that kid. So I let him go, hoping he'd get shot, let him be the hero, the dead hero. The I thought, why should he be the hero, when it could be me? So I followed him in, Jimmy was crying & Keith was telling him "It gets better, that pain in your heart, the voice in your head that tells you there is no way out, its wrong, it gets better." & I felt like he was talking to me & in that moment, maybe in the most heroic, kindest moment of my big brother's life, I hated him, I hated him more than anyone or anything b/c nothing had gotten better, that pain was still in my heart, that voice in my head saying that theres no way out was right & he was standing there lying to me. After Jimmy died, I picked up the gun & aimed it at Keith & he looked at me & all I can think of was how everything that had gone wrong in my life was all his fault & it wasnt going to get better til he was gone. Just pull the trigger & it all ends, so I pulled that trigger & it didnt end, it got worse. {crying} Im so sorry, Im so sorry, Im so sorry!
Nate: There are alot of people you need to say "Im sorry" to, but Im not one of them. I wouldnt be where I am if it wasn't for you, my career, my family, my life. No matter what you've done, you're still my father. You're my father & I love you!
Dan: Oh, Nathan, I love you too!... U know we never got a chance to play a game on the rivercourt, how about it?
Nate: What do you want to play to?
Dan: Let's not keep score. For once let's just play to play.
{They play basketball... All Happy.. then...}
Nate: Dad? Dad? (beeping sound in background) Dad? Dad, hey!? Hey! Dad come on.

RIP Dan Scott.... Camera pans around & there's Keith looking back.

Gift from a Dog!

I found this on Facebook & I sooo agree... I am blessed to have 7 of them & Thank God every day they are in my life, very little people in this world can understand the bond I have with these babies. For any dog lover, feel free to take it...

Happy 10th Birthday, Coco!

I would like to wish my ONE & ONLY cat a very special birthday. In my life he is bypassing a HUGE milestone in kitty birthday's. I have never had a cat live this long, but since the minute I laid eyes on him in April of 2002 I said I would do everything to protect this beauty & keep him as long as I can & Ive held to that promise. Though we've gone through some tough times with him, he's been the best cat Ive had...

I can tell ya he has about 4 lives left, & he is a diabetic requiring 2 shots of insulin a day. I found him at a friends house where he was starving & the boys were mistreating him, I was able to bribe him with food & take him home. My parents didnt want him & I had one week to get rid of him, well the week past & I pretended I forgot, eventually he stayed & they fell in love just as much as I did...

He's been neutered since the day he turned 6 months & an inside cat all his life, at this rate I am hoping he lasts another 10 years! Feel free to wish him a Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday Coco!!
From your HUGE family, Mommy, Daddy, Sly, baby brother Scoobie, Niece Yalee & Ur nieces & Nephews- ElleJai, TJ, Febz & Monkey

VIDEO: Happy Birthday Puppies

I am so happy to have celebrated the puppies 1st birthday. I am a proud grandma. The past year hasnt been easy by any means but we have made it & they have been great (at times) & I wouldnt change my life for the world. They are my happiness & my furry kids. Please enjoy the video made with tons of love... Thanks.

Happy Birthday Puppies!!

I have been working on a slideshow video for the puppies most of the day, but Im 1/2 way finished. I will finish it in the morning. So please come back tomorrow for the update... but for now...

Happy 1st Birthday to my babies-

ElleJai, T.J., Ms Febz & Chunky Monkey.

They had a great birthday w/ a special peanut butter cake made for them which they were able to devour. All the pics will be posted tomorrow.

Feel free to leave well wishes for them below.

Puppy Countdown: Day 16

Shot a video of Mommy Yalee & Ms Febz yesterday. I love this friendship/ relationship they have. The best part is they look exactly the same. Momma is the one mostly on the bottom though :)

Enjoy!



3 days away from the babies Birthday!!

Puppy Countdown: Momma Belly

So the countdown continues... we are 4 days away from the puppies bday. Thought I would share a pic of momma's belly exactly ONE Year ago... 2/15/11.